It
wouldn't be easy to leave him−
though I've had those women-dates
when we sit together at Blums and flaunt the
idea.
Ladies in white wicker chairs- chamois
skirts licking the tops of our shapely knees-
knees once slapped by nuns at tender ages
for too much skin exposed to daylight.
We
used to kneel on hardwood floors
six inches measured from the tops of our black
watch pleated skirts. One half inch more
meant a trip to the Mother Superior's office,
where she'd undo the hems and our femininity.
Knees have become our little fugitives,
bared shamelessly in the noon hour-
sealed together under table-leafs just the way
the Convent taught us, back in our white oxford days-
but instead of sturdy laced-up shoes, we parade
our highest Jimmy Choo's. And when we're
feeling mildly indecent, one leg might raise
high above the other in a cross-over display
revealing the upper thigh; a polite
yet provocative pose. Then the preening
begins. Like flamingos grooming, we caress skin
as
though there's a secret that mustn't be shared
and we continue on with our feminine prattle−
until the meal ends, when we return home
and wait for the reason to be defiant.